finally back.

i went to great america. :D whoo! it was great. i loved it. :D heheh
um. i hung out with my relatives this week. and got some good clothes.
i'm going to go hang out with my best friend ever for the past i think almost 8 years,
on wednesday, and she'll come back with me on monday! :D whoo! yay.
im exciteeeed i get to see her perform and do ballet and stuff hehe..

ugh i guess i'll be writing my essay. maybe ill share.

well i wont be on much. sorry havent been on yt.

anorexic issues.

since um, *cough* i got a lovely message asking if i were anorexic, i'm sure there was no harm meant in the message, but it greatly offended me. i'd rather not be asked something like, for one, no i am NOT anorexic, two, i have a high metabolism, 3, i'm really tiny and short, i'm filipino, most filipinos are TINY. i'm 85 pounds, and in the morning time, i'm usually around 83 pounds, and in later day i can be about 85 pounds. i am short, i'm 5' 1", so i'm not very tall which means my weight is not completely unhealthy. yes, i AM a little underweight, but it's not unhealthy. i DO eat a lot. believe if you asked any of my friends, they'd tell you that i eat more than any of them. believe me.

*cough* yeah um i think it is pretty rude to go straight up to someone and ask them if their anorexic, i personally would never have thought to ask someone that o_o. and just because someones thin DOESN'T mean that they are anorexic, many people that aren't rail thin are anorexic, or bulimic, i hate throwing up so you can tell im not bulimic, and, i could never not eat. i mean i could wait to eat like today, i slept until four:30 xD, but after a while i'd get faint a sick so i'd have to eat something, i'm not physically capable of doing that. and im not weak.

i dont have any signs of anorexia. except for being skinny looking. o_o i've been asked if im anorexic so many times, and it does kind of hurt, it's kind of offensive if you think about it.
and being this thin isn't always that good, its hard to find pants that actually fit. and shirts.

so just think about it before you randomly ask some skinny girl if she's anorexic. who knows it could hurt her feelings.

Foundation:

Since i couldn't record all of it, i could only get in my concealer and half of my foundation, i couldn't finish the foundation, get to blush or the setting powder! i'm so sorry, the camera i'm using just is so full of pictures that i can't really delete right now, it's being used, and i dont knkow, so just bear with me and stick to watching some really poopy demos! um, if you want i can make a full version of this if i can, i hope i can.. :D
i'll see if i can do a ritual routine video tonight, and also a morning ritual with that too and, someone suggested that i should make fashion videos so maybe i thought about that, im not too good with fashion, depends on what the adviser likes, i like stuff you'd find in hottopic or junior department of H&M, i'm just very switchy with the two. :D so if you still want me too i can, or i can just show you the kinds of clothes i like to wear :] i did buy a whole lot of new clothes today, i got 2 jeans, 2 shirts, 1 belt, 4 hair clips, and a necklace. mostly at hottopic but i did get a lot at tillys too :D but if you want me to do a fashion video, even though i probably um, whats the word.. appeal to everyones taste, i will try anyways.

so heres the video, i hope you enjoy of what i did catch, sorry i'm not talking to much, i keep wanting to edit but i never get the chance and i dont really know how, iMovie is WEIRD right now soo.. just enjoy for now hopefully and i'll try and get a couple new videos up for you soon.

Hair Peek: big wavy hair

just a sneak peek at what might soon come to the site, what new videos if you so choose! :D so comment (if there ARE any lurkers out there, which i hope their are, i'd hate to be talking to myself), and tell me what you think, do you like the look? do you wanna see how it's done?

First Hair Tutoria: Big Hair Ponytail

I would reccomend that you mousse and blowdry your hair before you do this but it really depends on the volume of your hair :D

in CA

woo. the car drive. long. we got back at.. 7:30.
which was good. we left at 8. we stopped a great number of times :D
there wasn't a lot of traffic, um i watched like 3 movies, under a windshield cover,
and a my ipod in my purse (because the LCD screen was being affected by the light and i couldn't see ANYTHING), so yeah. today i took some pictures outside, :D and i'm thinking of naming them DERELICT, in honor of zoolander. derelect means abondonment.

dark smokey eyed look :D

i was using E.L.F. products :P

eyeslipsface.com
and sorme.com has wonderfully cheap && good quality brushes.
umm, yeah. well, tomorrow i'm off to california, i'm going to be shopping and hopefully i'll be making some new vids, in a diff. location. i dont think i'll be on blogspot much because my grandparents won't be happy with me being on blogspot/myspace/buzznet/youtube/flickr/ all those, although i AM allowed to access those sites and my parents are okay with that.
but oh well. they moved the computer from my room to the downstairs, so i can tell computer time will definitely be a minimum for me now. so much hubbubb going on, i dont want to have to deal with it all day long, argh, i'm so angry they moved it! it's my life, computers, [yes i sound like a big couch potatoe but TOO BAD :)], i was really looking forward to doing my essays in my room at 3:00 AM at night, instead of having to now go downstairs.. why can't they just accomodate me for just one month like i accomodated them for two days, i mean i do deserve it, i have to take a car ride with them for 12-14 hours... :] they talk a lot more than the average human, let's leave it at that, i don't want to be rude or naught.